September 30, 2008


Posted in Step In My Shoes at 5:09 pm by alyssajb

Kaiden came back today! YAYZ! And I looked even BETTER than I did yesterday! In second period, Laila was absent this time. It wasn’t the same. At lunch, I saw Kaiden and Zylkia was being such an idiot! She went up to Kaiden and said, “Kaiden, did you like the note?” and Kaiden just bobbed his head like five times. Then Zylkia whispers, “he also said he wanted to *bang bang* you” I was like WTF but she was lying. She also said that Kaiden framed the note and its on his wall, which was also a lie. In fourth we had chorus and I made friends with the Notes Alive girls. They’re nice once you actually get to know them. P.E. was SO fun! Coach Martin was out again so we stayed inside and played dodgeball. Girls against girls and boys against boys. We played four rounds, and we lost twice and won twice. I kept nailing people from behind because they were just standing around talking and I hit Brittany, a Notes Alive girl. Not the other one. Then Emily hit me! OH MY A-GAWD! Anyways, we were talking to Suzie and stuff and then we saw Kyle, a guy from last year but moved. He got so freaking chubby and all his brown curls were gone! He was nearly BALD now. In sixth, things changed since Kaiden read the note. I mean, he still talks to me but his seat got moved all the way across the room. And this time, Tessa’s backed off a little. She doesn’t try to show him off as much. Kaiden hasn’t called me Filipino Girl ONCE today. See? Changes. Then we had to freaking work with Spaz Cracker Nate. He finally got the message that no one liked him and started working on his own, which he got in trouble for. Good. I ran into Kaiden in the hall in third and said, “Hi, Kaiden”. In my mind I was saying it all lovey-dovey but I was smart enough not to actually say it like that. “Hey” was the only thing he said to me today. I was going to go flirt with him at the check-in check-out desk in sixth after I finished my work, but I had so MUCH work I didn’t get a chance. Maybe tomorrow. Kaiden still stares at me and stuff, but he hasn’t been talking much. Other than that everything’s boring.


September 29, 2008

Its Just Not The Same Without Kaiden

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 6:57 pm by alyssajb

Yeah, the heading is the most important thing. *Sniff sniff* he wasn’t here today. Well anyways, I got bangs yesterday! They were supposed to be side bangs, but that hag of a stylist cut them too short. >_< So I moved them to the front for real bangs and they looked even better! And, I also had to turn in my coral reef project today. I went to Emily’s party Saturday, and it was sooooooo much fun! Well when everyone got here, we talked for a while and threw stuffed animals at each other LOL. Then we called the Jonas Brother hotline and Abby was soooooo mean! Emily said, “Nick’s hot” and then I said “Joe’s hot” and then Taylor said “…. I like Joe’s hair….?” and then Abby whispered into the phone “KEVIN’S GAY” =O OMG SO TOTALLY NOT COOL! Anyways, then we went to the pool and played Colors then went back to shower and eat and whack the pinata. We had cookie cake and somehow icing got onto the carpet and Emily got really mad and just ditched us to play Guitar Hero. We were all talking about how much of a big deal she was making all of this and we were nice enough to clean it up for her. No matter how much we called Emily over, she wouldn’t come and then she finally called Nicole over and then Nicole came stomping back a few minutes later. Guess what? Nicole told us that Emily was turning the volume up HIGHER so we would come over there! OH MY A-GAWD! So, we played Guitar Hero for a while then we played piano, and sang, and hit the Tiki Head pinata. It hung from the ceiling and wouldn’t break, so we put it on the ground and tenderized it LOL! I pretended that it was Brandon’s face and smashed it like there was no tomorrow! Speaking of Brandon, we’re still not friends, he’s just my new therapist. Long story, don’t ask. So, that pretty much wraps up my Saturday. Everyone’s reaction to my bangs were either “OH MY GAWD YOU LOOK SOOOOO DIFFERENT!” or “OH MY GAWD I TOTALLY LIKE YOUR HAIR!” or if you’re Zylkia, “OH MY *laughter* OH MY GAWD *laughter* WHY???? IT LOOKS NICE BUT WHY????? DID NAN CUT IT?” Yeah, she nearly died of laughter. Not laughing as if it looked bad, she liked it but she was just laughing because she wasn’t used to it. When I walked out of Homeroom, this girl that I know just gets PUSHED into me, knocking off a big chunk of styrofoam off my project! I felt like yelling, but cooled down because I didn’t want to blow up in front of four teachers. Kenneth’s reaction to my bangs wasn’t big, by the way. He just hung his mouth open to play along. He liked it. Anyways, ummm in third Deiondre was dancing and Mr. Yoder was CRACKING UP! At lunch we tried to look for Kaiden but he wasn’t here. I dressed NICE for him! In fourth, Heidi, Kendra, Ashleigh, and I were talking about the Jonas Brothers funny moments. It was a free day because Mrs. NeSmith needed to get fundraiser money settled in. And in sixth, Brandy was the seating chart person. Yasmin asked her if she could sit next to Kaiden, then I asked if I could sit near him with Emily, then Abby and Renee asked too. It wasn’t the same in sixth, because there wasn’t a totally hot guy sitting behind me. And, there was no totally hot guy to talk to me either. At the car rider ramp, there was a fight. Not big though, although it was a stupid place to have it where dozens of adult witnesses could watch you. Then Suzie came up to me and said she wasn’t moving! Yayy! She said that her mom just took all her stuff away. Anyways, I’m a little suspicious. This year, Johnny and Nick and Tyler are trying to talk to me as much as they can. Especially Johnny. In P.E. I was fine today. I didn’t take my inhaler and I was fine. Sorry I’m out of order but things keep popping into my head that I forgot to list. Jorge nailed me in the face with a basketball, so I took it and nailed him harder, in the nuts. Then we used the jump rope as a slingshot and I fell. Lol. It was fun. I can give you a list of people that I know like me.

1. Dong… he’s mean to me so much its obvious

2. Nick… even last year he did

3. Johnny… he’s starting to talk to me a lot

4. Tyler… him too

5. Kenneth… no duh

6. Robert… he’s called me hot twice and likes to look at me

7. Brandon… he tried to bribe me

8. Kaiden…  a player but he still likes me anyway

9. Cristian… he used to be obsessed with me and isn’t anymore, but still likes me

10. Alex… even though he say that he thinks of me as a friend, I know he’s lying

Thats all I can think of right now. And the new page will probably be up this weekend. I won’t be posting on Wednesdays and Thursdays because thats when I have dance. I will post Wednesdays and Thursdays happenings on Fridays.

September 26, 2008


Posted in Step In My Shoes at 10:00 pm by alyssajb

Today was SO bad!!! Well, sixth period that is. In first, Kaiden came over to Mrs. Creature’s because Mr. Yoder’s class got split up. He was in ours. Renee and I planned to drop the note from yesterday ummm…. nevermind I’ll spoil it. Anyways, it was REALLY cold in her room and I looked around for someone with a jacket and saw Kaiden. If I asked to borrow his jacket, I might make it too obvious. So I just said, “OMG I’m SO cold!!!” when he came near. Well, he didn’t get the message. 😛 In third period I was in Ms. Worden’s for split-up. And guess who was in that class! Kaiden! I wish I had Nicole’s seat… she was sitting RIGHT behind Kaiden! TT.TT We didn’t talk much considering we were on the other side of the room and… yeah. At lunch, I thought we might be able to sit at Mrs. Worden’s table. Guess what? No room. RAWR! But we left too early and I said three words to him– “should we go?” He just shrugged. Wow, what an ENGAGING conversation? In sixth, me and Renee planned to make a note that talked about Kaiden. We wrote something about him and passed it back to each other. We planned to drop it near his desk in sixth so he would read it and actually get the message. Well guess what? Renee was kidding and she told me that AFTER Kaiden picked it up. SHE SHOULD’VE TOLD ME THAT! I tried to snatch it out of his hands but he already started reading by that time. I rushed to my seat, embarrassed along with Renee, and hid my head. I heard him say, “I’m definitely keeping this.” AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think we– I— pushed it WAY too far. Renee kept on bringing up the subject and saying how stupid I was for actually following the plan. I felt good at first, but as each minute passed, regret kept on piling up on me. I was TOTALLY avoiding him!!! Then Eduardo asked, “which one of you thinks Kaiden is hot?” then Emily said, “these two right here” pointing to me and Renee. OMG I WAS TOTALLY ABOUT TO SLAP HER! But instead I stabbed her with my pencil, which she really deserved. Speaking of Emily, Kaiden didn’t pick up the note at first so Emily pointed to it which made it TOTALLY obvious! YOU KNOW WHO’S STUPID? SHE IS! OMG I SOOOOOO HATED HER RIGHT THEN! AND I STILL DO RIGHT NOW! Going back to Emily’s squealing, I added, “Abby too!” Which technically was true, even though she didn’t participate in the note-passing. When the bell rang, I tried to walk as FAST as I could trying to avoid Kaiden. Went well, then I found a mob of crying girls- mostly my friends- crowding around an upset and tearful Suzie. I raced over and asked what happened. Turns out she’s moving! ONOZ! She said that she’s being sent to California. I also heard that she’s being sent there because something bad happened and she was blamed for it and she didn’t do it. That is freaking WRONG! You can’t automatically blame someone without actually knowing! GEEZ! People are so CRUEL these days! Then at the car rider line, I told Zylkia and Brittany EVERYTHING! Zylkia was laughing so hard and Renee was going on and on saying how stupid I was, again. Then Kenneth came over and tried to flick me in the head but Brittany caught him. Zylkia thought he was gay, which was REALLY funny even though it wasn’t true. Then Robert came over and asked me, “why are you so dressed-up?” Dressed up? Does a two-in-one, miniskirt, leggings, and flip flops count as dressed up? Well, Robert likes me so I guess he thought I looked hot. Again. Then Kenneth asked me about his evil dog again and told him I’m not in the mood, and I heard Robert mumble, “probably because you won’t go out with her.” Oh ma a-gawd I was TOTALLY going to kill him! I ran over to him and beat the crap out of him with my binder. Kenneth still didn’t talk to me much… I didn’t do anything, did I? I hope not. But still, I hated this day! I had a vision in my head about what might happen if Kaiden actually did talk to me after I ran out of the room. I would tell you but the note had this website written on it…. and I would be embarrassed if he saw it… but I’ll tell you anyway. OH and speaking of the note, Kaiden was SHOWING it to other people! =O SO not right! Anyways, about the vision… I always get these about a guy I liked. Its kinda like movie drama/romance-ish. Well I walk out of the room, walking as fast as I can when Kaiden catches up to me and grabs my arm. I struggle to break loose but Kaiden makes me turn my head and stand still and listen to what he had to say. I didn’t actually think of what he might say, considering I was too lost in his eyes. OMG I sound like Heidi! Anyways, talk, talk, talk, then eventually he lifts my chin up and kisses me. Psh, like that will ever happen. I bet you I won’t get my first kiss until like 10th grade. If we ever went out I would have to hide it from my parents again. They won’t let me date until like 18. Yeah. I do it anyway. Did you know Kaiden is one of the very few guy-friends I have that are taller than me? I’m just too tall…. or the world is too short…

P.S. I’m making a new page later on in the week called “All About my Friends”!

September 25, 2008

Fights and Bonding

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 6:22 pm by alyssajb

Yesterday me and Brandon had the BIGGEST fight ever. Go to to see the whole thing. Anyways, I wore black today because of the fight. I will wear black the day after a fight with a friend or a break-up. I totally looked awesome though. I put my hair in two half ponytails on each side. I wore my “You Break It You Buy It” shirt and since it was pink and black, I wore pink and black jeans, pink and black shoes, and I found my pink camoflage armwarmers. It matched my pink camoflage belt and they didn’t even come together! In first period, I had to go back to the nurse, this time to pick up my inhaler. Renee told me just after I came in, Mrs. Kreicher (Creature) just got done yelling at Sydney. She was standing up at my friend Diana (A.K.A. Ruby)’s desk and Mrs. Kreicher said, “Why are you on the floor?” Sydney wasn’t on the floor, she was standing. Sydney looked at her like she was stupid and said, “What?” And then Mrs. Kreicher was like, “THE THING YOU’RE STANDING (big breath like she’s having an asthma attack) ON!!!!!!!!” ??????? Waaaaayyyy cheesy. We mocked her for the rest of the day. We took a breath after EVERY word! Quotation means a breath. We were like, THE ” THING ” YOU’RE “STANDING””ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was HILARIOUS! In second I continued to write “I love Kaiden” on the desk. In third we had a substitute and a MEAN ONE at that. Her name was Mrs. Yntema. Echhh. She didn’t yell though because we had a test to take. But we have her again tomorrow. TT.TT  In fourth we auditioned for the solo for “I’m Not That Girl”. I liked the voices of four people: Angelica (of course), a girl named Rebecca, a girl named Brianna, and a girl named Sienna. Out of the five of us, and by five I mean me, Angelica, Rebecca, Brianna, and Sienna, I was the loudest. Although I sounded terrible on the first high note and cracked at the second one because I had a stupid tickly in my throat and had to cough. My phone kept going off because I set an alarm to remind me to take my inhaler and it wouldn’t shut off. I’m lucky everyone was talking and the music was playing loud so Mrs. NeSmith couldn’t hear it. Phew! In fifth we didn’t have to dress out because we had to take ANOTHER test. It was easy because Coach Martin went over the answers yesterday. ^_^ In sixth people brought in food in addition to their culture fair project from yesterday. I had banana pudding, which was WAAAAY too sweet, and a tortilla with peanut butter. It was YUM-MY! Me and Renee were writing notes back and forth about Kaiden and Kaiden kept trying to peek. Which was technically a good thing so that he would know I liked him and finally get some nerve. Renee says that we look good together, mostly because he’s taller than me this time. Speaking of Kaiden, he finally remembered what my name was…. although he still calls me Filipino Girl. I don’t mind, considering the fact that it’s true. He spotted my armwarmer and tried it on but it didn’t fit. He couldn’t get his thumb through the hole. When I tried to talk to him after the bell, Tessa just dragged him along and said, “you don’t have anyone to talk to. Now come on.” Snobby much! Sometimes I just want to slap her. She’s my friend and all, but sometimes she acts like those snobby cheerleaders in the movies or in books and stuff. Renee and I made up a song about Kaiden. It goes to one of the songs from “Finding Nemo”. I can’t remember the lyrics, but it’s the theme song to our “I LOVE KAIDEN” club. Three members AND WHAT! Me, Renee, and my friend Yasmin. Me and Kaiden talked more this week than any other week. I brought a picture to school with me and my friend Chris in first grade. It was the last day of school and also my birthday party. Chris had glasses back then and preppy style. Now he wears contacts and still is preppy. He had a lollipop in the picture and when me andd my friends tried to compare them at the bus stop, the present-day Chris had a lollipop in his mouth too, just like the picture! =O Freaky mann! Anyways, I hit Kenneth in the head while he was getting water. He’s been dressing kinda nice this week. Shirt underneath and button down on top? Nice! I really liked what he was wearing today. Speaking of Kenneth’s clothing, what he wore last Friday he wore Monday…. kinda weird…. I acted all depressed because that fight with Brandon kinda bummed me out. I made up the suicide thing to scare Brandon and make him feel guilty. Anyways, I was acting all depressed and NO ONE NOTICED! Not even Kenneth! He just walked by and made me mad by saying, “here comes Slinky!”. I just shrugged, a sign that I’m not feeling that great today. Sometimes there is just nothing in his brain. My emotions did not apply to him today. One thing that’s definitely in his mind is paranoia. Everytime I’m near him he would flinch as if I was going to flick him! Kinda true, but I stopped doing that. It’s getting kinda old. I got lectured today by my stupid parents about what time I went to bed last night. 11:00. Yep. I was watching TV because that makes me tired. I wasn’t tired at all before that so I tried to tire myself out. Ugh, do I hate my life. Emily got mad at me because she wasn’t my number one best friend. Well, she is mean sometimes. She hits me a lot and sometimes that leaves a mark. She throws my stuff on the ground sometimes. My best friend is Kenneth and everyone should know that. You can even go up to him and say, “Kenneth, who’s your best friend?” And I bet you he would say me. He’s a great guy. But there’s something wrong with me. Everytime a good time comes to hug him, I would say, “you better not hit me!” instead of giving him a hug. I need to see a therapist or something.

September 24, 2008


Posted in Step In My Shoes at 6:30 pm by alyssajb

Today was pretty normal. This morning I had to drag my big bulky culture fair project on the bus. First period I had to go back to the nurse. Second period, nothing. Third was pretty interesting. I was giving a highlighter to Renee but when I threw it I accidentally hit Taylor in the head. LOLZ! At lunch I tore off the stretchy bra strao on my shirt and tried to flick Kenneth in the back. In fourth I had to go back to the nurse AGAIN to take my inhaler. Turns out the nurse does eat lunch in the office. Fifth we took a golf test and it was TOTALLY FREAKING EASY! Then we played street hockey for like five minutes. Then in sixth we (Me, Emily, Abby, and Renee) were throwing paper balls back and forth at Kaiden. Tessa was once again trying too hard to show him off and she said really bratty, “Kaiden, I need a hug.” God just shut up! Then I turned around and he just freaking nailed me in the forehead! OMG I was SOOOOO ticked off I walked right up to him and attacked him with my binder. He thinks that a one inch binder with two folders and paper in it is heavy. ?????? Heavy? OH YEAH that reminds me Abby was mouthing out “Kaiden is sexy” to me but I couldn’t hear her so Renee said it REALLY loud! It’s good Kaiden didn’t hear us! Or did he? Hmmm? My head still hurts but hey, at least I didn’t get jabbed in the back or stomach or side! At the car rider line I got real lonely. Kenneth wouldn’t even come over. I called him shortstuff and he didn’t hear me…. did I do something wrong? I hope not…. usually he would come over to talk to me and he didn’t today. That kinda hurt….

September 23, 2008

Good and Bad

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 8:35 pm by alyssajb

Today was pretty normal. I had to go to the nurse this morning to ask about my inhaler. I have Exercise Induced Asthma. Anyways, that took a LONG time because there was another person (who was my friend in Elementary School but forgot who I was) going on about her asthma too. So I waited. And waited. And waited. For like fifteen minutes! Second period was normal too. Although I kept writing “I LOVE KAIDEN” on the desk. ^_^ Third, boring. Lunch, ow. I poked Kaiden in the back with my water bottle then he jabbed me again. In my side. It still hurts. 😦 But he’s my buddy. He’s a real player, he hangs out with so many girls you can’t tell if he’s actually dating or not. Fourth was chorus. We practiced our harmonies. We have one song, I’m Not That Girl from Wicked is a three-part harmony; Sopranos, Altos, and Soprano 2. We sound like a church choir! AWESOME! So anyways, I had to leave chorus early to take my inhaler. But there was a note on the door that said, “Nurse out to lunch from 12:20-2:20” WTF? Who goes to lunch for two hours?!? What if someone got injured or had a medical problem in their absence??? Hmm??? That’s what SHIFTS are for! In fifth, we played t-ball. I couldn’t run fast because of the asthma attack I had yesterday. Couldn’t breathe. Everything below my head (except my arms) cramped up. So because of my slowish running, I got tagged out. I’m normally a fast runner. But you know, things happen. Sixth, we got moved to new seats. The job list was screwed up and Emily didn’t get to do her job. She had to do the seating chart. She was seating chart for this week and all of a sudden Mrs. Potter switched it and everyone was totally out of place! But the good things were, I sat close to Emily, Abby, Renee, AND Kaiden! YAYZ! Tessa was planning to sit next to him. She’s my friend but she tries WAAAAAYYYY too hard to get close to him. I half don’t like her because of her bond with Kaiden and how she tries to show him off, and I half like her because she’s nice to me. If she knew I liked Kaiden I don’t know what she’d do, back-off or make me even more jealous that I am. I don’t know about her…. but she’s NOT sitting near him so HA! IN YOUR FACE! At the car rider line after Kiara left me TT.TT Robert and Kenneth came over and talked to me. Usually that doesn’t happen. They kept their distance because they thought I would kill them. Kenneth kept on going on about how Robert thought I was hot…. kinda creepy but flattering in a way…. and Robert finally admitted it instead of denying it. That was like a miracle! But the only thing he lied about was saying that just so Kenneth would get mad. Because you people know how much he likes me and… yeah. That wasn’t true, I know he did like me. Kenneth said I’ve been the girl he’s had a crush on for three years. No one else, only me. Bonding works. But I can’t give Kenneth his hug with Robert or my mom lingering near. Robert would criticize us for multiple months and my mom would tease me and tease me and OH IT’S JUST HORRIBLE! Kenneth’s really sweet, he’s my best friend. But he doesn’t like taking risks, if you know what I mean. If you don’t he doesn’t want to risk losing our friendship by going out and breaking up. Speaking of break up, Brandon’s moving. I don’t know when, but he is. I always feel invisible. Brittany and Brandon are as close as me and shortstuff are, and they always tell each other news first before me. I would have to hear things from the opposite person! Like I heard from Brittany that Brandon was moving instead of Brandon himself and I heard from Brandon that Brittany had food poisoning instead of Brittany herself! Am I out of the picture? Am I INVISIBLE? Sometimes I have second thoughts about my existence. But if I commited suicide, I could make a mental fifty-mile long list saying all the people I would have crushed. Kenneth and Brandon at the top. They care about me a lot, and sometimes get jealous if I’m dating someone else and would brag in front of them. Anyways, I would never commit suicide though. There are so many things I wouldn’t be able to do until I’m older. And besides, life’s just like that. Deal with it.

September 18, 2008

Mixed Emotions

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 7:59 pm by alyssajb

Me and Brandon made up the other day. He’s having a live broadcast tomorrow at 8:00. I made flyers to pass out at our school. I did NOT have a good day yesterday. I got a D on a test, which was my first. I’m a straight A student, but at least I have a B in the class. Lunch was AWESOME! But unfortunately, Kaiden didn’t call me his “Filipino Girl” today. 😦 Oh well there’s always tomorrow! In chorus I got SO ticked off! My friend, Elysa is so serious when I talk to her and she acts like she doesn’t care what I’m showing her or saying to her sometimes. But when she does that to me, It is SO annoying! She doesn’t stop and when I tell her to stop, she calls me mean! Look who’s talking! She’s been getting on EVERYONE’S nerves lately. We are in a show chorus mixed with eighth graders from last year’s show chorus. Most of them and by most of them I mean the girls that sit behind me think they know EVERYTHING because they were in that same class last year. They always boss us around like “Shut up!” or “Be quiet!” or “Stop playing around!” or today, “Stop drawing on the white boards!” They do ALL that stuff themselves and don’t even mind! Don’t know what I’m talking about? Well they would be talking really loud RIGHT after they tell US to shut up and they would be playing around after they tell us to stop playing around and today they would be drawing on the white boards after telling us to stop drawing on them. I know this is a stereotype and I do NOT want to be mean or anything, but they’re blonde and… yeah. I tried to make a comment to get their minds off of being stupid. I told this one girl who’s name I think is Brittany or Britney I don’t know that I liked her shirt, which after all I DID like. I can’t remember what is said but anyways, we’re singing songs from Wicked, the Broadway Musical. We’re currently practicing on “I’m Not That Girl”. Sixth period was AWESOME! I got 40 PB’s (Potter Bucks) for helping a currently behind on work student, Joquana and my project was SO nice she used it as example! And I think Kaiden and Du were talking about girls in this class that they liked, then Du pointed to me and Kaiden kept staring at me and talking to Du about me. YAYY! Emily does the seating chart this week so she said she’s going to put Kaiden close to me. He was staring at me while I put on my makeup and when I pull my stupid shirt up. RAWR! It keeps slipping and… yeah. Kenneth flicked me in the head today…. and that one kinda hurt. He keeps saying that he can beat me at Guitar Hero when he can’t. I’ve had that game longer than Mr. Oompa Loompa has had it. He says he’s better than me just because he passed Through the Fire and Flames on Medium. My cousin is seventeen and even HE can’t do that. Psh, pure luck. But it’s settled now so it’s ok.


P.S. I had to delete “My 7-Day Style” because it’s hard to keep track of what I wear. Sometimes I forget and sometimes I’m lazy so… yeah

September 16, 2008

Stuck In A Square

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 7:18 pm by alyssajb

You know how people say they’re stuck in a love triangle? Well I’m stuck in a love SQUARE. Don’t ask me who the people are. Last night Kenneth told me Alex thought I was hot. O_O He’s not that bad, but you know he’s still short. He told me today that he just said that to make him mad. LOL I’m so proud of him for doing that. Anyways, he still likes me anyway. Today, I got even MORE sick and I wasn’t feeling so well in P.E. I felt like I was going to pass out, so my mom’s writing me a note for tomorrow. At lunch, I was in line and then Kaiden comes up to me and says “Filipino girl”. That’s my new nickname. Then he jabs me in the stomach, which hurt and still does, and gave me a hug. He’s a player. He’s going out with this girl Tessa and my friend saw him linking arms with another girl and he flirts with me. In Geography, during a test, he kept staring at me while I re-did my make-up. Wow. Then I asked him for gum but he said I couldn’t have any. Boy, is he confusing. Brittany was asked to hand out these little advertisement flyers thingies to advertise Brandon and Gerard’s (Everyone thinks they’re gay together, which I think is true in my mind) live chat on Piczo. I would just watch to insult them and make them screw up. It’s on Friday at eight I think. If you want to watch them be stupid and gay go to That’s pretty much it. Ow. My stomach still hurts. KAIDEN YOU’LL PAY FOR THAT!!!

September 15, 2008

Imprisoned and Text Mania

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 5:46 pm by alyssajb

I got grounded Thursday night for three days, the reason I haven’t been posting. But over that three days, I was texting Kenneth and we had BIG conversation. This is some of the subjects we talked about:

#1: He was watching a kickboxing match and it was freezing where he was so he complained that he had frostbite.

#2: He would complain to me how bored he was

#3: I had a picnic Saturday and it was far from my house…. he was grounded too and I was talking to him while I was bored there. We melted spoons and threw food at alligators’ heads. ^_^

#4: How EVIL his dachsund, Slinky is and how GREAT my beagle, Tucker is.

#5: Calling him shortstuff, because he IS short, and calling me semi-short. BUT I’M TALLER THAN HIM!!!!

#6: Torturing him my telling him how pretty I look with dresses and make-up AND a “46 Hi-Def Flat Screen! BAMM!

#7: Repeatedly telling each other “Good Morning” and “Good Night”

#8: Telling each other how great we are

#9: Him being mad that he can’t come over to see Tucker because my dad doesn’t like me interacting with boys. I do it anyway because there are guys everywhere you look, duh!

#10: Listening to how stupid the idea of “tennis football” is and watching it at school

#11: Me taking a guitar pick of my necklace and using it as if it were a real guitar pick on my out-of-tune guitar

#12: Problems with his phone- able to send or view picture messages. By the way, he found out why I couldn’t get his messages before. His phone blocked me, and he tried to blame me! 😦

#13: More about his EVIL dog

#14: How bad he is at saving money

That’s pretty much it, I can assure you there’s more. In 6th period, we have fake money and we have to treat it like it’s real money. My friend Kaiden (who’s like totally freaking HOTT!) works as the banker and him and his friend, Du were handing out money for free. Mrs. Potter, my teacher, got mad and he got busted LOL! Actually he just confessed but that’s it. I almost passed out in P.E. today from coughing and coughing and coughing. I just got sick and I can’t give Kenneth his hug without getting him sick too. What else? Hmmm…. OH YEAH! This morning while we were waiting in the courtyard for the bell to ring, my friend Veronica was torturing me by calling Brandon over! I was about to walk over to him and punch him in the face, and boy wouldn’t that be ugly? I wanted to punch Veronica in the face too. Me and my friend Alex were talking about Kenneth and he would just sit in fascination listening to my stories about him. What? I’ve known him for almost three years, there’s a lot to say about that short little dude. That reminds me, my friend Emily said that if his skin was orange and his hair was green, he would look like an Oompa Loompa XD FUN-NY!!!! That pretty much wraps up today. I hope I don’t get in trouble for my texting bill, because that’s happened to  me before and getting lectured by my dad and paying him fifty bucks is NOT a pretty sight.

September 11, 2008


Posted in Step In My Shoes at 5:34 pm by alyssajb

Today was SO fun! Except for Mrs. CREATURE, of course. In science, we did this cool experiment by seeing how many drops of water can fit on a penny, depending on heads or tails. On tails we got 50 and on heads we got 26. Big difference, huh? Anyways, this group got 107 OMG! Everyone was, like, questioning them and stuff. In third my friend Dana was SO funny! She was obsessing over her magazine and they nine posters my friend gave me of the Jonas Brothers. She kept stealing my binder so she could open it and steal them. >_< So for payback, we took her magazine and hid it under her notebook and when she tried to find it she got SO mad and then she was totally peed after we told her that I hid it! LOLZ! She forgave me anyway. OH OH OH and at lunch (3rd period), I tried to flick Kenneth in the head and he’s been trying to get me back ever since! He eventually got me and that wasn’t fun. I was going to get him back. I WAS going to give him a hug today but he was being SO weird I didn’t want to know him anymore. Plus, my dad was there and, yeah. He gets mad at me if I even TALK to a boy. My dad sucks.

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