August 31, 2008

Contact Me!

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 4:43 pm by alyssajb

I have a YouTube account, Colesp101

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I also have a Polyvore account, .Alyssa.the.Rockstar.. If you don’t know what Polyvore is, go see for yourself!

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Lastly, I have a Piczo, Sanrio-4-Ever. Thanks to my cousin, Angela for the banner!
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If I am not able to reach you, (If you send me a message, of course) feel free to send me a message through these sites! Most preferably my Piczo or my YouTube. I get those messages a whole lot faster. But with Polyvore, I respond quicker…. kinda. LOL! So please contact me if you have any suggestions, feedback, or anything! Peace out!



August 30, 2008

Step In My Shoes Theme Song

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 5:44 pm by alyssajb

The song is “My Shoes” by Jordan Pruitt! Perfect song, eh? LOL!

My shoes – Jordan Pruitt


Posted in Step In My Shoes at 5:41 pm by alyssajb

When I logged on to Yahoo! Messenger, Brandon immediately started apologizing. I never forgave him, because the things he said really hurt. When I broke up with him during the summer, I said stuff like that. But I put it in a nice way, which he didn’t. Brittany always tells me that he has a higher IQ than her, and she would never admit that. Well, this boy’s IQ is close to being NONE. He knows that I’m sensitive and that I’m the one who wanted to get back together. We hardly speak. I’m glad that I’m single. He still doesn’t get it! I was not using him. He just gave me up, like giving away $1,000,000 dollars to some stranger. He wanted me to be with the guy that he usually despised because I hang around him so much. It’s hard to believe that someone like him would do that. Well, if he wants to be like that, fine. He sent a stupid note to Kenneth warning him that he was going to break up with me. That gave Kenneth and easy chance. Brandon, sometimes you don’t get anything. Sometimes you don’t know anything. Now I know why everyone calls you “Bob the Emo”. You like making yourself depressed, and with Bob? It’s not your name! It’s not a nickname! I don’t know if you know this, but I didn’t want you to get hurt by the people around you, so that’s why I went out with you in the first place. Being clueless is one thing that you were born to do. Even if you are smart, I don’t care but you don’t act like it. I don’t act like I’m smart either. I act like a normal person.

Poll: Do You Think Brittany Is Mad At Me?

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Click on “Take Our Poll” and vote!

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August 29, 2008

Heartbreak In A Day

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 11:46 pm by alyssajb

I came to school, knowing that I couldn’t take All-State anymore because it was too early, and I saw Brandon standing with Brittany. The second he saw me, he walked away, and Brittany followed. I was worried that I might of done something wrong. I was waiting for Kenneth to come talk to me. The night before he said he would. But he didn’t. I guess he chickened out. He usually got nervous around me. Kenneth was like the brother I never had, besides my lazy dog, haha. He was really close to me, and we’ve known each other for two years. He had had that whole two years to ask me out, but that never happened. Anyway, I went through the whole day, Brandon ignoring me. I felt a little disappointed. Then I remembered something that happened at All-State yesterday. Sometimes I felt that Brandon was a little jealous of Kenneth, because I always hung out with him, so this is probably what happened; when Kenneth came, Brittany saw him. I told her that he wanted to hear me sing, and she kinda looked like she was going to spread that gossip. You see, she liked Brandon WAAAAAYYYY before I did, and longer than I’ve ever gone out with him. So by dating him, I thought she would be mad at me and tell him everything that had been going on between Kenneth and I. She was always so innocent, and now I don’t even know who she is anymore. It’s kind of a mean thought, but it could happen. Anyways, I had thought she told Brandon, and that pushed him waaaay too far. So during Lunch AND 5th period, I had two of my friends come up to me and tell me that Brandon was going to break up with me. Uh-oh.

Later that day, I signed on to Yahoo! and Brandon signed on about three hours later. My status was kind of depressing, so he asked that. He did break up with me. He thought that I was using him to get Kenneth to go out with me, but that’s just a thought. You can’t think things and automatically decide it to be true. I was telling the truth, and I don’t lie. Ask anyone. But he just kept ignoring the message I was trying to tell him. We got into the biggest (and only) fight ever. We then eventually considered ourselves not boyfriend/girlfriend, not friends, and not even aquaintances. This was the worst day of my life, and the worst week of my life. I’ve never been dumped before, especially like this. I’ve always been the one to break-up first, not the other way around. It’s sad how people are like that, and how they always think that they’re right about everything they see. Brandon’s usually smarter than me, but this time, he was wrong. He wished me good luck with Kenneth. I don’t want anything to do with Brandon anymore. I wasn’t using him. He literally gave up his girlfriend so someone else could take him. It’s like letting someone steal your dinner and not caring, or fishing and catching a big fish, not caring, and throwing it back in the water. That’s what I call a waste.

On-And-Off Luck

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 2:56 am by alyssajb

Well, today we had an All-State chorus meeting at 8:15 in the morning. I had no ride to school because I take the bus, so my mom called a family friend and she was happy to take me. As I step out of her car, I notice Kenneth, not usually this early, step out of his dad’s van. In my head I was thinking, what is he doing here? I kept walking towards the chorus room, and when I get there, I’m about ready to open the door when I look up, and I’m staring into Kenneth’s eyes. “Why are you here?” I asked him. “I just came to watch.” He said. “Seriously?” “Seriously.” He held the door open for me. He was hoping to hear me sing, but instead he had to sit through about half an hour of boring sight-reading. When the bell rang, he was happy to get out.

I was signed out later that day, and I had to go to a doctor’s appointment. After that, we went to Home Depot to find furniture for our new sunroom. When we left, (without furniture) my mom started the car, and it didn’t start. Usually that happens, and it starts again right after. But this time, it totally died! I was thinking, No. Way. I was so surprised, I was staring wide-eyed at my mom’s twitching dashboard. The gear shift was locked, and there was no electricity so no rolling down the windows, no radio (of course) no nothing! So we had to sit outside in the agonizing ninety degree heat, frying. I think I got a tan from that. We had to wait for my dad to come with a cable that allows energy transfer from one car to another, and we finally got out of that place. My mom had enough power to drive her car to the Sears Auto Center, then it died again. Wow, what a surprise? We had to wait another hour for the car to get fixed. Then when we came home at 8:43, I had to rush through my homework. Pretty hectic, huh?

Step In My Shoes Prologue

Posted in Step In My Shoes at 2:22 am by alyssajb

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